Friday, February 13, 2015

Hearty beginnings


Happy Valentines Day everyone!
It's been almost 2 months since my last blog entry. And I am very grateful to announce to the blog sphere world that I have been dating someone.

He knows that I am a "hearts and flowers" kind of girl and he did not let me down.
He sent me a nice bouquet of yellow and white Malaysian Mumps through an online delivery found in the Philippines.


I feel very blessed to have someone who loves me.

The note reads:

HAPPY BDAY HONEY! I KNOW NOT ROSES, BUT THIS MORE REMINDS ME OF FIRST DATE AND WATCHING THE SUNSTET AND YOUR PAINTINGS THAT I DO LOVE.
I LOVE EVERYDAY YOU ARE A PART OF MY LIFE.


Him:
Did you get anything from me?

Me:
hahaha
yeah

Him:
sweet! it worked!
i was a bit nervous

Me:
thats why i sent u an early morning message
hehehehe

Him:
haha..what i figured..
glad you got them in time

Me:
the oh gosh message
hahaha

Him:
:)

Me:
you're awesome!
^_^

Him:
nah..you're great hun..
lady needs some flowers on vday
i just am neve rinto the basic roses..i know they are pretty..
etc..
but i am nuts..just roll with it

Me:
lol
it makes sense =D
the message that came along with it

Him:
nice..glad you love them

Me:
well, you don't seem to be the cheesy type, and i wasn't really expecting anything... so its a big big gesture for me what you did

Him:
not day to day cheesy no..hehe

Me:
thank you very much, hun. you don't know what it means to me.

Him:
happy hun
you deserve
it
a wonderful lovely woman!!
my lovely woman right now..
but in general..special

Me:
yeah that's right. yours.



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In general, here's what I've learned from the past 12 months of being single:

Love is the most addictive drug. And every time you lose love, it is much like going through a withdrawal syndrome from a toxic substance. But heartbreaks are a great thing too in a way that it can inspire and motivate you. I have been painting much much more since the time I became single.

Dating is a bitch no matter where you are, so do your own thing, and the rest will fall into place.Elite Daily article

You have to know yourself. Have your own little world and have a life of your own. Don't be afraid to spend time alone as you will discover more things about yourself when you become your own focus. Be able to set goals for yourself and actually achieve it.
So that when you enter a relationship, you wont feel any danger of losing yourself. Or if you go thru an inevitable breakup, your world wont crash.

Find something that would make you happy that no one can take away from you.

And the rest will all follow.



The Holiday Chill

29th of December 2014.

Are we supposed to hold someone's hand?


Last Saturday, I met up with someone.
This time I've proven that I don't fall in love too easily.

That day, I went up to the roof deck to smoke one stick of cigarette.
I screamed to God to please give me a sign. To show a bright sunshine between the clouds.

It did show.


But the guy I met up with wasn't the one I wanted to fall in love with.


A chilly holiday indeed.